May 2012
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First with your hands and then with your mouth
A downpour of sweat, damp cotton...
– Take it easy (love nothing)- Bright Eyes
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Mood 5/25/2012
This has been the shittiest few weeks considering my expectations ever. I wanted to be excited to be home, and to few like I’d gotten away from feeling like shit. I just really feel like I don’t belong anywhere. I want to be alone, and I want to be with people, and I feel really confused, frustrated, and sunburned.
Spliced
I keep writing things on here, and I keep re-writing them. I guess I don’t just know how to feel. I feel as though I’m not sure where I belong and what I want. Caught between two worlds. But also settling, settling back in to a decided feeling. I need to go back to that resignation. It was comforting, especially in a really scary world. I cannot handle it all, and things are scary, but...
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I will love you whether or not you have a master’s degree
Today
The roof of my mouth is burned from coffee, my eyeballs feel burned from family bonfire, I may have stepped on a cactus. My hair still looks good, “That’s some dress.” I am excited for my bed.
It sucks when bad things happen when you just want to be really happy, days like this shouldn’t have people die, or yucky futures invading whiskey shots and deviled eggs. They do...
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I am so over food.
I have literally never felt this much of a desire to never eat again. I kinda want to go on a juice wine booze and carrot stick diet for a hot second. I think I’ll go with just not eating much tomorrow. Maybe even a workout yikes!
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X-men First Class
I am madly passionately in love with the first 1/2 hr. of X-men first class. I literally wish they had made the entire movie about Erik’s revenge on former Nazis, and Charles and RavenĀ traipsingĀ around Oxford shot-gunning beer in pubs. I can watch cold war 1960s Michael Fassbender and Jennifer Lawrence until my eyeballs fall out.
I cannot wait for the sequel ( typed I cannot wait for the...
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